Hmm... Sometimes I wish it would all go away.Hmm... by Dattebayo321
Is that too much to ask for?
All the times you've hurt me before were nothing compared to what you did.
Maybe you won't understand, but at least understand this: I'm about to break.
I'll cut my hair, name myself something you'll never recognize me by, run away to a different country, disappear off into the wilderness, kill myself, anything. Anything to get away from you.
Is pain part of your vocabulary? How about regret? No?
Well you're about to find out exactly what they are.
Or do you just not care? Would you be relieved if I left?
Maybe I'll just save you all the grief I'm putting you through. Maybe I'll just leave this world so you'll never have to see me again.
Does that sound like a good idea?
I think it does.
Ah, why do I even bother trying to explain this? You're not going to believe anything I say after that.
Yet, even now I'm paranoid that you're coming up behind me to smother me once again, coming up to break my bones with stic
...He remembered.... by Dattebayo321
She would smile fondly and shake her head as he rambled on an on about the little nuances in his life. Even as she nodded off sleepily and her pencil rested on her math binder, she would still smile and listen to his words.
Mother was always too busy to listen, too busy to help him understand everything everyone said to him during the day. Father had left them when they were young, and all that remained was a gold chain that she wore around her neck.
They would spend each afternoon after school ended walking and talking together. He was always complaining, she always listening and soothing his fears. Brother and sister would laugh when laughing was needed as they made their way home.
The teacher read them a quote by Bill Wilson that day. The words danced around his head...over and over... "To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world."
That day, they went home a little later. He wal